I am very mentally drained and fedup by essays ..?

Ugh I know what you mean. I'm up writing a paper too and it's 3 AM lol. Have 4 other courses with work to turn in by Sunday as well. I say get some sleep...when you get to the point where you have no idea what you're writing anymore and can't read another line, you'll actually get further by just going to bed and continuing when you've refreshed. Unless, like me, you have something due in about 8 hours, ha. I'm so sick of all this work though, can't wait for the end of the semester. But of course, after that comes another one, and it's not like the cles get easier as you go on. And then there's another year of cles after this. And that's just for a BA. And then you need even more for a higher degree. Gawd it just doesn't stop lol. Good luck to you.